Political Conversations – Dark Thoughts Reprise

Born in the era of George Bush –
no child left behind –
an institution created to fuck up the mind
start out with the incentives to get teachers
and students alike to stick to the books
don’t look left or right
what you see in front of you is all you’ll get
kids compete for seats
expressing in interviews at the age of six exactly how they’re unique
my mental hypothesis is that we have all lost it
Bush came in
fucked up the system
dipped out before we saw he robbed us blind
now his only remark
while we reap what he sowed –
“doesn’t bother me because I am fine” –

Do you think the devil will ever catch me?
tired of the color of my face
wonder if this apple you sold me has been laced
with subliminals
that sponsor inequality
racism and classism
when will there be the death of the next -ism that has defined our generation?
put us all in a chokehold
don’t you damn ever think twice
about the direction of your life
the devil is counting down
I sold him my best friend’s soul
and attached an I.O.U.
and when he read it, he said
“I’ll be knocking on your door
very soon.”

I’m wondering if these conversations with God
are valid when I’m this high
it’s only a matter of time
She’s getting closer to wiping my slate clean
freeing me from my sins
promising me that I can see my mother again
or is that just a fallen angel in disguise
fist bump the heavens to find the answers
this isn’t me at a rave
this is me at the church steps
demanding I be let in
for my baptism
Father, I have come to confess my sins
the only thing that I do fear is fear

I want my memory –
thoughts wiped from my mind
quiet the demons
silence them
so that the light at the end of the tunnel
shines brighter than
the sunset on the edge of the cliff
help grown men
stripped of their robes and crowns
discard their worn frowns
plaster smiles against the streets
blazoned in our blood

Pillow Talk: Hotel Conversations with a Porn Star

I’m a total Sub!
I’m thinking of leaving the business
I hate this kind of shit

Phone rings
half past midnight

Yeah, he’s totally jerking off right now

That’s a huge turn off
Well that happened to me
It’s a power dynamic

You like when I do that?

Most guys tell me they
love it when I do that
What does that mean?

I mean . . .

I have an oral fixation
I’m not trying to do this forever
Let’s stay in touch, okay?

You’re freaking awesome

it’s getting late
past 1 in the morning
interview in the morning
as she licks off the frosting
Valentine’s Day cookies she stole
nibbling on the corners
like an infant teething
but her gaze spoke
like a cardinal sin
It’s getting late
but the conversation is
young
and to stop
would be premature

Let’s stay in touch
and figure out
why we were meant
to meet

dreams connecting
déjà vu

Would it be rude of me
to tell you what I
wanna do to you right now?